I should be editing right now, and maybe scanning, or cleaning, in fact a have whole list of things i should be doing right now, or could be doing right now, because i have deadlines! can you relate?

I'm going to FL on an big fat aeroplane Sundayyyyyyyy!!! its like i been away at camp or something and now i get to go home where my family is, my brothers, my dog, my beaches, a few special friends, and my car... i think. we will see if its still there.

I need a car its been years since i had truly my own vehicle. maybe someone will give me one! that would be nice. The last vehicle i had was a 1985 brown slightly dented slightly rusted ford ranger 5 speed 4 cylinder with a hard top. And yes, i loved it!!! it had no problems except that it was ugly - and it wasnt even really ugly.

Well.

I drank two mnt dews last night. i had a few espressos before that. sometimes - when i lay down, my right arm and sometimes leg feels tingly and very restless if i lay on my back. so i been sleeping on my side all curled up. its warmer that way anyways. not that ill need to stay warm while in FL.

I may slow down in my shooting, or i might speedup. I dont know, but i know one thing, im changing. I'm tapping into some fun stuff, if that makes any sense, i feel like ive accomplished a lot these last few months after i stopped being sick. I went to boston and tampa and got all my things centralised in philly here in this warehouse place, and was able to shoot some more, develop my portfolio, and catch on on a little bit of editing, which i never really finished, but im workin on that today/tonight, etc. And.. umm lets see... i had fun i guess, and built this studio into the functional space i needed it to be, with what i had, which was nothing. now I'm really excited to go back to FL and work on different aspects of my life right now. I plan to finally make that on location video about a few of my methods of lighting and shooting etc etc etc.

OK

now what?